聖誕快樂~

耶~來看看聖誕晚會的照片，這些都是edit過了的，謝謝熊貓~~~~哈哈！！

湊齊了全部在看罷~我知道聖誕節過很久了拉~但還是想要放一下下

哈哈，因爲我爽~U.u

聖誕快樂~*剩的去friendster看哈~哈哈~~

安安^^

感動

大合照~擁有你們，真的好幸福^o^

很少很少大合照的照片，

難得你們打破了魔咒~除了感動感激，還是感動感激~

（在語無倫次什麽啊？）

哈，那晚大家都很盡興吧？

從來沒有試過朋友待在我傢到那麽夜，

淩晨4點鈡，我們度過了1月的最後一天和2月的第一天，

那晚的煙花，也特別特別的燦爛，

綻放在天上，也綻放在我的心裏，

是一輩子都不會忘記的回憶哦！！

來來來~繼續看照片~


我們三條~ ihua, wei & m3

紫薇好好抱~^^走~我們約會去~*

嘿嘿~別搶我的哦！

蛋子和學長哈咯~只有我在看鏡頭~看到我嗎？

哇~~~~~~~~~~~~~要吃嗎要吃嗎？


請你食雞脾！！

我+人很好學長+紫薇~

嘿嘿，樓上和樓下的couple哦~

今晚的K歌之王
（媽媽，今晚不回家啦~）


5個女生~

很有 夫妻相~你説是不是啊？

最後來張全家福~有6只堅持陪我留到最後~

謝謝你~~~~新年快樂！！

我回來了

我回來了

好久不見，

放上照片給你們看看最近的我，

哈哈~不像我吧？

都說我的照片是拿來騙人的咯~

嘻嘻~

沒有劃很濃的妝，

可是燈光帶來的錯覺~

哈哈~~~

最近除了有點小壓力，一切安好~

missing you

i miss you...my boy...reli miss you...i do

St anne feast coming

As i wish can get a new look before st.anne feast,

hehe...gonna perm my hair liao,

waiting for long long time ago,

recently im still dark...and unlucky,

need to pray and go church,

i have 2 months din go to church already!!!

wahaha...

waiting for the st.anne feast cuming,

i reli love to there!!!

July

July is coming...

June past so fast,maybe is me working already,

no doubt will not realise the time is run away silently...

Everything is gonna be alright

as i was too unlucky few days,

but im still try to keep my life going better,

thinking the positif way and sayang me more than b4,

hehe~~~how to sayang?

shopping lah...buy many things i like and i will feel better,

hehe, or not will unbalance=.=

July come means St.anne Feast come,

i wanna go to church everynite!!!!

i reli love church and st.anne feast,

when go to church my heart feeling better...

Last year st.anne feast me and gilian work at Tao,

now almost one year ad....^^"

sumore,tell you all....

I planning to learn guitar but havent find teacher yet,

although my teacher aslo teaching guitar,

but i dun wan learn with him lah,

wan learning secretly and give them a surprise~

haha"xin ji zhong" hor?

in my heart juz wanna let my teacher feel that,

i can do things perfectly...

im not the person that reli easy to give up,

in singing, in music,

maybe i let he think like tat b4,

but i need to show that i reli love sing,

and reli thanks for his help,

patient, kindly, helpful,

he reli a good teacher...

anyone wan learing music or singing?

can ask him....^^

Long long time din upload pic,

the reason of why is my face very geli,

second my hair geli also,

sumore me also fat fat liao...

but now show u all one pic...^^

take it at home b4 went to competition...

not like me hor?

watever....im pretty than b4 after make up...

walalaala~~~

ya...pretend Q!!!!!!!! I m professional on it!!!!

kakaka...

Exhausted

I finally finish my work now,

for the moment i relax and feel no need to work hard anymore

the other bad news coming ,

as i though i settle my things,

actually all havent clear yet!!!!

ar.......................................help me

save me.....

y im so unlucky these day?

i need to buy red underwear for "pek cheh"

reli incredible...

how cum i be so dark these days?

ar....dun wan .....

i can do my things rite de!

why now im still the CN queen????

dun wan !!!!!

Department Dinner

Yeah!!!!!!!

Finally the life not fill with OT and Papers!!!!!

hehe, today my MAMI treat us to Shorin, Auto City

A nice nice nice nice Japanese Restaurant,

i never went there b4,

Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers!**

I no need to OT anymore and no more Tsunami and earthquake on my office tabble,

becoz i have settle all my things,

wahaha~so happy me !!!!!i never though that i will do as well ,

i though i will resign coz cannot tahan of the pressure and lots of work,

but actually,not too much,

juz need to arrange my time and will finish it ASAP!

haha...as soon as possible...yeah... i always do.

the appearence of the restaurant, reli nice~

I Love Japan although was scold by Japanese b4 =.=

Is me and Christine,

My look was casual OT as i always wear it,

hehe, i dun want wear like laoyi...

Sashimi + tempura~~~nice nice

Reli delicious!!! for me is quite expensive lah,

but feel relax in there,having meal with all finance deparment colleague,

they all nice+friendly+funny~~~~

so glad to meet to you all guys~~~

thinking + planing

i need to blog something but i dont know what should i blog,

hehe...

now im practice my songs,got japanese got english,

i found that the english song ,some of the lyrics speak out the meanings than chinese songs, dats y its touch!!!!

Planing to resign but im so like my colleage they all so good,

maybe some not...

but at least they help me especially christine,

teach me, join with me, listening to me,

if i can handle the job,

i think i will work firs baru futher my study,

im planing to KL for study ,

but dun let my mom know...she disagree ^^"

nowadays i realise that education is the important things in life,

if i din futher soon or later i will no heart to futher liao,

dats y my sis asked me think baik baik,

dun regret on my way....

yes i do.

my future is dark as i cant see any things

din planing for my future but i hope can fill my life

with music and money...

hehe....

So i have to think baik baik,

sumore i planing to be beautician,

becoz wan me use computer whole day i will feel died died,

i dun like it and my skin became more worst,

i dun wan it!!!!

even many salary also not enough to facial!!!

Recently focus on Jolin's blog,

shes my superwoman!!!

haha....nothing impossible for her,

shes reli slim and pretty,

i also wan same like her,

and the 1st things muz do is keep fit,

i promise with sinyee dat we will became bikini ladies on August

that month shes come back,

and we muz slim slim pretty pretty,

i still have one and half month times...

hehe...waiting for miracle and my changes~~

wahaha~~~wait long long time lah...

nite all...^^*

Holidays is coming

Finally,i update my blog,

but nw im sibeh very tired

im starting work nw,hehe,as a OL,

i dun think i will get in finance ,be a OL

its juz out of planing but im enjoy it

quite tired and hard when starting work

much things need to learn but i've no time,

so juz try to remember n take notes,

and the things i reli wanna do is shopping!!!

i got salary!!!

i can buy things !!!

shirt, skin care, skirt, shoes,lip stick,wahaha~

all i wan is to getting holiday 4 my shopping trip!!!!!

Ahaha, sunday is coming

public holiday is coming!!^^

Boy's 20th birthday

Celebrate Yang's birthday at G hotel cafe~^^

happy Bithday 2 u! finally u 20 years old,

be guai2 not naughty and keep luving me~haha

::Yummy::

Gift of Mothers day 2 mummy~^^
snap at garden~

::on the way 2 vocal courses::

the 100th post

yeah !the 100th post with the title of "Mother Day"

piu~~~today me and yang2 went 2 sunway carnival mall and his two sister accompanied too~

first, we having "breaklunch" breakfast + lunch at KOPITIAM function

haha~i like the boiled eggs with bread~wahaha~

then penny and maggie also there,

so "you yuan ", they go first ^^

after dat, me and yang2 go to Living Cabin,

i try to buy sumthing to mummy as mother's day resent,

but i dun knw wat suit to her and wat she likes...

becoz she like many things...^^"

i buy a Chocolate Mirror tat i plan 2 buy since i founded tat...

hehe~luv it 2 much but i din work 4 2months already!!!!!

buy small things also need to think long long time~~

haiz..who got nice job intro to me lah~

i wan money money money...

i founded many nice things at S & J!!!

is the nice place i almost go after school,

becoz got many cute cute things, note books

and the dolls of my collections~

hehe, girlie likes doll~

and nw they have sold the collection of cartoons likes Doraemon, HK etc...

i fall in luv with HK liao...

much things i want to buy,

but nw not enough $$

yang likes the crystal piano and crystal chess,

not too expensive but i think not too worth lol

many cute things like photo flame, cute dolls, hp decorations

all i want!!!!^^

but first i've to think about earn money...

although nw i got sing at cafe,

hope can earn money~but dun knw enough or not?

piew~but 4 me tat have change to be singer at cafe is lucky enough,

so ...my interest cn transfer as job is reli nice !!

no pressure no tired of it

all i need to do is juz keep practise n sing well

is easy ...

bt i dun knw can handle or not?

tat day 1st time i'm too nervous and worst

nvm,i will be good on next time~

Lastly buy a lamp 4 mummy,

i knw she will likes the design^^

around 3 pm, we back to his house

and play with "HAPPY"

a dog which likes to play with sayang very much,

when i walked in no respond but when yang walked in

she's happy and almost jump to him!

huh...i jealous lah....

after tat me and sayang have a dota date

finally he sign up to MSN and have his own laptop!!

wohoo~~~we can chat in MSN liao~

wakaka~ good good!!!!^^

i imaging tis long long long time liao...

and boy quite interest on internet,

hope he enjoy it but not kap siao with lenglui...

mummy, happy mothers day!

wish u happy health everday

im proud of you and proud 2 be ur daughter!^^

muackssss...

加油

明天还有海韵的歌唱比赛，很担心，
听说都是实力派的人。。。。
那我很容易被k掉也~
我反而希望明天歌唱比赛能进拉~~
我要进第二圈，我要进决赛，
但是主，保佑我唱好好感情多一点哦，
明天真的不可以有什么状况，
因为我真的很想进，也很喜欢那首歌~
明天加油！

加油加油加油

紧张紧张紧张，兴奋兴奋兴奋，期待期待期待，
哈哈~明天就是《活力美少女》试音活动了！
很害怕捏~~希望一切状况良好~
不好的不要就对了~
现在紧张到不能睡觉，
谢谢小雨！她帮了我个大忙，要不然我也不能参加了，
今天呢，和我的bubu吵架，
如果他知道我到现在还没睡觉一定会气死，
但是没有办法啊，
我就是紧张啊，而且我就是那么爱唱歌，
你就给我拿点经验嘛~
你最疼我了，我喜欢的你也会喜欢的~

阿~~~~希望明天气多一点，力多一点，
这样才能把歌唱好~
我唱马德里还有黑白配，
黑白配是预备的，也希望能try看，
因为哦。。。星期一比赛唱的，
所以呢，借胆一下，我不要紧张，
看自己唱的程度到哪里。。。
至少训练胆量不要那么害怕，
祝福我吧！

明天一定要凯旋归来~~

miss

i miss my boy~miss you Miss You miss you Miss You ,come and hug hug*
misss you...

不一定是黑白

我喜欢专属，专属我的东西，或者专属的某个人
这么说，我是很自私吗？
不是。。。
只是享受拥有特权的优越感。
很多事情，要往很多方面看，
你不是当事人不知道他的感受，
但是也不能主观的判断它，
你可以说它是自私，但对他而言，可能只是保护自己的方法。
很多事情不是黑色和白色那么简单就能分辨出来，
灰色，也是存在的。
深灰浅灰，浅灰和浅浅灰，或者浅一点的灰，很多阿~
所以，没有绝对的黑或白。

海韵歌唱比赛又要来了。。
好担心呢，无法镇定的思考，
只有拚命的练习，
但最重要的是保持热爱唱歌的心态，
这样对得失就没有太大的遗憾，
努力不一定成功，但不努力绝对不能成功，
就算努力了还不能成功，只要等待运气推你一把就行了，
所以随时做好准备，这样才对得起自己，
这可是我的座右铭哦！加油！

我唱《黑白配》也，和今天说的主题不谋而合，
哈哈~那天我不是穿白色就是黑色了，
随便啦，都是我爱的，开心就好

lazy m3

i've been long time din update my blog...
coz quite busy for practise and finding job~
and no face to take photo, my face became worst and worstly...
wuwu...hw ugly me ,not dare to show out my pic,
or not they though July ghost month is coming...
im not dare to dress up myself like nowadays young girl,
my looks not casual but tired
always like got secret cannot 2 tell,
never be happy recently...
maybe is too much things happen in same time tat i cannot handle it all as well...

hw long tat i din laugh and play crazy?

i think...
quite long till i cannot count it

never mind,
is gotta be ok
i try my best to be happy go lucky girl~^^

Be With You

a boring day,but i watch a nice movie at the noon,

is named"be with you"

it was a japan movie and it got many names in chinese so i will not explain it

the cast:竹内结子 as Mio Shido (the wife)

Nakamura as Takumi (the husband)

Akashi Takei as Yuji (the son)

story about a mother passed away and promise to be back at the rain season next year,

and she's really cum back!

but...she has lost her memory,

so her husband and son try to let her stay with them and forgot to go back

so she's fall in love again with her man

and take care of her family...

when the summer come,

she've to go...and she will never disapper..

but in heart,

they all know the most important things will never forgotted

is Love..

i love the view of sunflower

yes i do

i will not give my heart to anyone since its broken

26/3/2008

I’m quite boring recently…
Doing nothing at home,
Always watching movie/drama
Or juz sleep as late as I can

I try to cut my hand…
Like I always do before,
But,
Is it useful？
I harm myself but wat?he doesn’t know abt tat,
It juz …the stupid things I done
I hurt myself , for him it juz nothing
So he wouldn’t feel pain or hurt
Coz …maybe he din care abt me…

Ya…
We argued …
Juz a simple things but I dun knw what he was angry…
Im not going to argue with him,
I juz listen,
What the fucker pili pa la !!!
It doesn’t matter,
I dun care,
But I do really sad
We argue about the little things,
What was happen if we meet a big problem or more than juz little things?
Will we fighting?
I cant understand why he scold me like dis…
It was too hurt to me…

I chat with my friend,
Tat one who say no matter what is my decision,
She will support me as she juz want me to be happy
I try speak out my sadness my angry
But my friend says…
Aiyo, u all argue since the day together, this not the first time
Yaya~~~but is the serious one!!!!
So ?
Failed,
I off to talk with her,
Didn’t comfort but more hurt=.=

Then my second friend is busy with her new boy,
actually not is but the one’s she’s admire.
Coz she’s busy want to find the boy out lah…
I’ve been cold-shouldered…
How pity me…
I do ..
I do knw…
Tat’s wat friendship like be..
Im not the lucky girl who no got any friends
I m not the pretty one so I’ve no friends,
I’ve nothing so I din got any friends,
That’s y I din got friends,

Nobody invite me when im free
When I wanna hang out no one accompany me
When I cannot hang out they bring the invitation to me
When I saw the pic they took when they meet together,
I was miss…
I miss the change …

Is it the world so reality?
When I want friends they all missing
I was sad I need someone to talk but no one willing…
Even my best best friends,
She was busy on love
She din listens to me…
So many times I was sad I argue with him
She’s doesn’t knw…
I think if one day I died also no friends knw …
Nobody concern me and I was jz a little things in this world
Nothing in their heart…
But I do really keep them in myheart as a true friends…

Without friends,
I think I should try be more individual..
I knw I cant
But I had to learn it

I think sooner or later,
I will be eccentric, cold blood and unhappy girl
If I keep my secret my sadness all my things inside my heart.
I will be secretive and I knw….
I’ve no friends anymore


But who cares?