im sad nw...very sad n hurt nw...

::Boring Saturday::

hi evevrybody~im quite sick today,whole day stomach pain n after work juz cancel my plan to penang n stay at home for rest~arh~~~~so boring n so pain!my weekend!!!!is gone already~do nothing n be like pig sleep whole day~my yang yang quite busy n cannot disturb him at all....huh~i miss him so much~~~when we hang out?i want to watch movie lah~~~~~cannot stay at home n wanna lepak-lepak~

Dint snap photo recently cause my ugly face~wuwu T.T ugly face with all pimpers~~~wuwuw~~nobody wan me liao~last night i go to cut my hair~haha~juz like kindergarten child~ a bit baka~ like a dai~haha~seems likes wake up early faces~wahaha~~~~~tomorrow go to church ho sek liao~ Ah Bee sure will laugh it~haha~watever~i like it!!!!!!!

i want go to auto city mum mum~but is rainy here~haiz..lazy hang out~

now

钢琴的主人终于露相啦~
哈哈~真是的。。。对啦！就是我啦！
乱乱跑的我，刚才很奇怪，
我的msn朋友只剩一个在线上而已~
奇迹也！怎么可能！！！应该还有几个吧？
真的只剩一个。。。
这是我msn以来遇上最奇怪的画面，
从来都不会有这种状况的。。。吓死人~


Hmmm…刚才驾车兜兜风，心情好很多~

About Jyang

Jesslynna Kang

:::believes in Legend and love the story:::

:::a crazy MCD super fans:::

:::18 this year:::

:::loves to hang outz:::

:::piano is the best listener for her:::

::Emotional:::

:::talkative and can’t stop singing in hours ^_^Y:::

:::a cry baby:::

:::good in making herself happy:::

:::Jelly and Chocolate and Milk:::

:::MCD + Sushi + Kimchi :::

:::Smile like angel Grin like devil:::

:::brings sunshines and rainbows:::

:::loves travelling:::

:::Korea + Japan +Rome:::

:::loves white n black color:::

:::good entertainer when she's in the mood:::

:::good in making new friends:::

:::forget things easily:::

:::snap photos:::

:::Design & Art :::

:::she hates double faces And Egoistic:::

:::bad in memorizing formulas:::

:::forgive ppl easily:::

:::stubborn in love romance:::

:::Easily Hurt But Easily Consoled:::

:::Amiable:::

:::influenced:::

:::Hates Restrictions:::

today's

buim quite busy nw coz have much things to do in office, but im happy cause i create a love test on my blog!o if u interested go to take a test n c hw much u knw about me!!!wahaha~~is fun! and finally ...i know how to put songs on my blog, i done it!!!and without ppl teach me!!haha~is it nice?i luv it so much...and a~~i really miss my friend n i wanna hang out with them..i stay in office 8 hour to face to computer, i cnt believed that im work about 11 months ago!!!i havent be crazy, that's a good news .I thought i cnt work as long as well because i hater strictions!!! i wan to learn things and social,i dun wan stay in a small office and always do this do there, fortunalety i can on9,if not~sure i'll b crazy cause i need freedom!!!!...I try to work hard but i cant...ya..i hate work n i hate business...im a talkative gal so if a job is always talk talk talk juz introduce me lah~haha~i really love to talk n sing~to make everyone happy~huhu....is ok lah...soon i will resign liao...maybe start form next year my dad will allowed me to study!!u knw? for me, i absolutely love school life! got friends got activity got everything fun of cause got bother things lah, but i want to learn from wrong ,thats the way to improve myself!!!oh...and i meet my senior Jenny on friendster! she's nice! i'm pround of her.now she's studying at australia~miss her so much, a sof t n pretty sis!haha~im lucky today!

oops...i gotta work~much things to do n nw still cakap banyak with Jenny,haha!^^

feel bad

that kepochi makes me hard to sleep~
i dun knw wat sum ppl juz like nothing to do n wanna makes sumthing boring~
haiz...juz a pic, is it so important?huh?
stupid~thats my personal ,no need u to introduce my things to another ok?
huh~im the person who care about other ppl, i dun knw y,i juz care about ppl, what they think of me~and nw...i not supposed like that!!!is me!!i am i!!! no need to care about ppl what they think what they talk! i juz be myself, that's better~y i need to care about that? they din care bout me~
but now still feel angry~why so kepo?if he knows the lastly he will knw~no need u help me "xuan chuan "ok?
makes me sad n dunno y...i treat u as my friend~~the best friends can share secret each other....u make me disappointed~n now..i cant sleep well at night, wake up cry till the morning~ya~let me got change to c the sun rises...
and boy....i hate waiting, dun make me wait too long ,or not maybe i'll same like b4...juz leaving u without any reason....im the chosen one ,but is i the only one?
i'll not going to seeing u if i cnt be ur only one~that's about trust n heart~

教训

我想星期天是我们吵架最凶的时候，
在家，在车，在广场，
我都一直哭，
我很气你，说话干吗那么孩子气？
“今天我不爽定了！”
你以为只有你不爽啊？我够是生气了！
真是的，
吵吵哭哭，没有闹闹，
我真得很生气，气你一直说分手，
气你没有努力挽留我们的爱，
气你没有风度，把一个女生孤零零的丢在家里，
牵着的手，冰冷的没有温度，
像已降温的爱。。。

我生气了，
真的很生气，
一向来都是我让你，一向来都是我低头，
一向来都是我道歉，都是我哄回你，
但是现在你却紧紧握住我的尊严，
在我面前把它弄碎，
让我软弱的在你面前落泪，
不理别人眼光，你说：我们分手吧。。
我躲在墙角，犹豫的玩着手中的戒指，
我有种想要把它从三楼丢下去的冲动，
靠你的！惹火我！
为什么你那么自私？难道你不知道我也很难过吗！！！
气死人了，眼泪不争气的掉下~
我该答应你吗？
不要冲动，我劝自己，
反复想着要怎样，
如果真的分开，我能狠心地忘记你吗？
我会后悔吗？
我会放弃吗？
我该怎样？
挽回你？不！我不要做缩头乌龟！
我要我的尊严！我要女生的矜持，
你打断了我的思绪，说：分手啦！和你在一起衰到死！一点都不开心！

娘的！我哪里得罪你！你需要说这种死人话吗！

心里的怒火莫名的被煽动，
我用力的推开你：走啦走啦！丢我一个人在这里啦！我死也不管你事！

然后就生气的跑进厕所里，找个洞给我缵吧！我不想活了！

不理你在后面叫我：欣怡！
我决定要抛弃你！！！！！

关在厕所哭了，难过得哭了，抱着墙哭了，
咦！都不知道墙壁是不是干净的，随便，管它的，
我心情很难过。。。很痛。。。
我难过，为什么我不是狠心的人？
为什么我不能狠心的生气你，忘记你，讨厌你！！

这样至少我会恨不会难过心痛

哭了五分钟多，心情竟然平复了，
唉~这样的我怎么能做大事，太心软了。。。
此刻的我竟然希望你不要在外面等我，
丢下我啦！反正你可以的不是吗？
几怕打扫的安娣叫我出来~~~~~~~
难道要回答我在大便吗？

哭过的脸实在红的明显，
振作吧！男人都是危险的动物！
不要靠男人了！
为什么我们总是吵架呢？

走出来，你竟然还在等！
看什么？死人脸~
猫样的，我走了几步，被你抓住了手说：以后不要再发脾气了。
我看了你，点点头，无力地答应。

“不要耍脾气了，你早上到现在都没有吃东西，刚才又哭了那么久，我请你吃吧~”