Be With You

a boring day,but i watch a nice movie at the noon,

is named"be with you"

it was a japan movie and it got many names in chinese so i will not explain it

the cast:竹内结子 as Mio Shido (the wife)

Nakamura as Takumi (the husband)

Akashi Takei as Yuji (the son)

story about a mother passed away and promise to be back at the rain season next year,

and she's really cum back!

but...she has lost her memory,

so her husband and son try to let her stay with them and forgot to go back

so she's fall in love again with her man

and take care of her family...

when the summer come,

she've to go...and she will never disapper..

but in heart,

they all know the most important things will never forgotted

is Love..

i love the view of sunflower

yes i do

i will not give my heart to anyone since its broken

26/3/2008

I’m quite boring recently…
Doing nothing at home,
Always watching movie/drama
Or juz sleep as late as I can

I try to cut my hand…
Like I always do before,
But,
Is it useful？
I harm myself but wat?he doesn’t know abt tat,
It juz …the stupid things I done
I hurt myself , for him it juz nothing
So he wouldn’t feel pain or hurt
Coz …maybe he din care abt me…

Ya…
We argued …
Juz a simple things but I dun knw what he was angry…
Im not going to argue with him,
I juz listen,
What the fucker pili pa la !!!
It doesn’t matter,
I dun care,
But I do really sad
We argue about the little things,
What was happen if we meet a big problem or more than juz little things?
Will we fighting?
I cant understand why he scold me like dis…
It was too hurt to me…

I chat with my friend,
Tat one who say no matter what is my decision,
She will support me as she juz want me to be happy
I try speak out my sadness my angry
But my friend says…
Aiyo, u all argue since the day together, this not the first time
Yaya~~~but is the serious one!!!!
So ?
Failed,
I off to talk with her,
Didn’t comfort but more hurt=.=

Then my second friend is busy with her new boy,
actually not is but the one’s she’s admire.
Coz she’s busy want to find the boy out lah…
I’ve been cold-shouldered…
How pity me…
I do ..
I do knw…
Tat’s wat friendship like be..
Im not the lucky girl who no got any friends
I m not the pretty one so I’ve no friends,
I’ve nothing so I din got any friends,
That’s y I din got friends,

Nobody invite me when im free
When I wanna hang out no one accompany me
When I cannot hang out they bring the invitation to me
When I saw the pic they took when they meet together,
I was miss…
I miss the change …

Is it the world so reality?
When I want friends they all missing
I was sad I need someone to talk but no one willing…
Even my best best friends,
She was busy on love
She din listens to me…
So many times I was sad I argue with him
She’s doesn’t knw…
I think if one day I died also no friends knw …
Nobody concern me and I was jz a little things in this world
Nothing in their heart…
But I do really keep them in myheart as a true friends…

Without friends,
I think I should try be more individual..
I knw I cant
But I had to learn it

I think sooner or later,
I will be eccentric, cold blood and unhappy girl
If I keep my secret my sadness all my things inside my heart.
I will be secretive and I knw….
I’ve no friends anymore


But who cares?

THE WATER HORSE

今天和痒痒去看戏，
我最爱最爱的THE WATER HORSE，
虽然剧情和小叮当的蛮像，
甚至是一样。。。（我怀疑）

因为只有两场，我们就买最早的一场，
赶快下去吃早餐了。。。
很多面包，很多鸡蛋，
不过那里的鸡趴饭蛮好吃的。。。
蛋~

这部戏，其实大部分剧情已经知道了，
不过还是忍不住想去看看，
明知道会哭得稀里哗啦还是会去看，
我最讨厌那种明明你对那动物有感情了
但是为了它好却还要忍痛和它分开，
很伤心的咧！
所以呢。。。
我就被cruesoe弄得眼泪直流，
因为它真的是很可爱的水兽，
很懂人性，
每次它差点被炸弹射中时我都会忍不住地紧张，
明明知道一定不会射死它的，
可是，还是会因为那群没人性的军人咒骂一下，
哈哈，我很容易被影响，
看后感：我也想养一只，
但是最近被生老病死和分离刺到，
深受感触，
再也不轻易养宠物了。

看完戏后没地方去，要去打机，
整个chailengpark停电哦？
打机那排店不懂什么事停了很久，
过后我就去痒痒家看happy,
Happy 是一只很可爱的狗哦！
她的名字是我取的呢！
可爱吧？
是一头全黑眉毛褐色的小母狗，
但是它真得很。。。。顽皮，
那指甲爪得我的脚都留下印了。。。

因为没地方去，我们在打算去pacific看戏，
哈哈，又要看戏，
我还是比较喜欢pacific的戏院，
别的戏院挺贵而且coupleseat不好坐，
这里有香香的爆米花味哦！哈哈

过后去popular扫货，要知道啊，
我呢。。。每次出去，
有时间的话一定去popular补货，
即使走一圈沾沾书香气也好，哈哈

接着去mcd补肚子，
我最爱最爱strawberrysundae，
好好吃！！！！很喜欢。。。
以后吃不到怎么办？

看！这是路啊！
下雨后变河了，
哈哈~

photo

一直以来都不敢放我自己的照片，
很少放，
因为，觉得很。。。不好看，
满脸都是洞洞，
我没有美女的天生丽质，
也没有后天的气质优雅，
更没有立体的五官和轮廓，
但至少不会让你喷饭吧？
不好意思献丑，
但是今天放肆一下吧，
放我和猪头的照片，
还蛮好笑的，
他很娘吧？
哈哈，但已经是最好看的两张了，
最好以后还能拍更多好看一点的，
哈~~
笑得开心就好了。。。
我是不是和以前长得不太一样啊？
最好以后能蜕变，
你们成为我的见证人吧！

温室小花

我好像
温室里的花

被照顾得很好，但是不会照顾自己

我很幸福

不愁吃穿

不愁金银

只要好好地做好自己念书就好了

可是我没有

有点点遗憾的酸味泛上心头…

为什么当初不好好做好自己呢？
为什么不好好念书？

被保护得那么好，还有什么值得烦恼的？

这一刻

我决定好好活着，努力饰演自己的角色
开心地面对每一天
我的生命，只剩下几十年而已。。。
要好好把握

happy birthday to m3

虽然，我很喜欢12月，
不过我以后 我不要在12月出生






我希望你们帮我庆祝生日




今年能吗？




给我一个惊喜吧~


我生日都好寂寞。







你们生日都好热闹，我都记得的，









可是我的，你们都忘记，
不公平。