Be With You

a boring day,but i watch a nice movie at the noon,

is named"be with you"

it was a japan movie and it got many names in chinese so i will not explain it

the cast:竹内结子 as Mio Shido (the wife)

Nakamura as Takumi (the husband)

Akashi Takei as Yuji (the son)

story about a mother passed away and promise to be back at the rain season next year,

and she's really cum back!

but...she has lost her memory,

so her husband and son try to let her stay with them and forgot to go back

so she's fall in love again with her man

and take care of her family...

when the summer come,

she've to go...and she will never disapper..

but in heart,

they all know the most important things will never forgotted

is Love..

i love the view of sunflower

yes i do

i will not give my heart to anyone since its broken

26/3/2008

I’m quite boring recently…
Doing nothing at home,
Always watching movie/drama
Or juz sleep as late as I can

I try to cut my hand…
Like I always do before,
But,
Is it useful？
I harm myself but wat?he doesn’t know abt tat,
It juz …the stupid things I done
I hurt myself , for him it juz nothing
So he wouldn’t feel pain or hurt
Coz …maybe he din care abt me…

Ya…
We argued …
Juz a simple things but I dun knw what he was angry…
Im not going to argue with him,
I juz listen,
What the fucker pili pa la !!!
It doesn’t matter,
I dun care,
But I do really sad
We argue about the little things,
What was happen if we meet a big problem or more than juz little things?
Will we fighting?
I cant understand why he scold me like dis…
It was too hurt to me…

I chat with my friend,
Tat one who say no matter what is my decision,
She will support me as she juz want me to be happy
I try speak out my sadness my angry
But my friend says…
Aiyo, u all argue since the day together, this not the first time
Yaya~~~but is the serious one!!!!
So ?
Failed,
I off to talk with her,
Didn’t comfort but more hurt=.=

Then my second friend is busy with her new boy,
actually not is but the one’s she’s admire.
Coz she’s busy want to find the boy out lah…
I’ve been cold-shouldered…
How pity me…
I do ..
I do knw…
Tat’s wat friendship like be..
Im not the lucky girl who no got any friends
I m not the pretty one so I’ve no friends,
I’ve nothing so I din got any friends,
That’s y I din got friends,

Nobody invite me when im free
When I wanna hang out no one accompany me
When I cannot hang out they bring the invitation to me
When I saw the pic they took when they meet together,
I was miss…
I miss the change …

Is it the world so reality?
When I want friends they all missing
I was sad I need someone to talk but no one willing…
Even my best best friends,
She was busy on love
She din listens to me…
So many times I was sad I argue with him
She’s doesn’t knw…
I think if one day I died also no friends knw …
Nobody concern me and I was jz a little things in this world
Nothing in their heart…
But I do really keep them in myheart as a true friends…

Without friends,
I think I should try be more individual..
I knw I cant
But I had to learn it

I think sooner or later,
I will be eccentric, cold blood and unhappy girl
If I keep my secret my sadness all my things inside my heart.
I will be secretive and I knw….
I’ve no friends anymore


But who cares?

THE WATER HORSE

今天和痒痒去看戏，
我最爱最爱的THE WATER HORSE，
虽然剧情和小叮当的蛮像，
甚至是一样。。。（我怀疑）

因为只有两场，我们就买最早的一场，
赶快下去吃早餐了。。。
很多面包，很多鸡蛋，
不过那里的鸡趴饭蛮好吃的。。。
蛋~

这部戏，其实大部分剧情已经知道了，
不过还是忍不住想去看看，
明知道会哭得稀里哗啦还是会去看，
我最讨厌那种明明你对那动物有感情了
但是为了它好却还要忍痛和它分开，
很伤心的咧！
所以呢。。。
我就被cruesoe弄得眼泪直流，
因为它真的是很可爱的水兽，
很懂人性，
每次它差点被炸弹射中时我都会忍不住地紧张，
明明知道一定不会射死它的，
可是，还是会因为那群没人性的军人咒骂一下，
哈哈，我很容易被影响，
看后感：我也想养一只，
但是最近被生老病死和分离刺到，
深受感触，
再也不轻易养宠物了。

看完戏后没地方去，要去打机，
整个chailengpark停电哦？
打机那排店不懂什么事停了很久，
过后我就去痒痒家看happy,
Happy 是一只很可爱的狗哦！
她的名字是我取的呢！
可爱吧？
是一头全黑眉毛褐色的小母狗，
但是它真得很。。。。顽皮，
那指甲爪得我的脚都留下印了。。。

因为没地方去，我们在打算去pacific看戏，
哈哈，又要看戏，
我还是比较喜欢pacific的戏院，
别的戏院挺贵而且coupleseat不好坐，
这里有香香的爆米花味哦！哈哈

过后去popular扫货，要知道啊，
我呢。。。每次出去，
有时间的话一定去popular补货，
即使走一圈沾沾书香气也好，哈哈

接着去mcd补肚子，
我最爱最爱strawberrysundae，
好好吃！！！！很喜欢。。。
以后吃不到怎么办？

看！这是路啊！
下雨后变河了，
哈哈~

photo

一直以来都不敢放我自己的照片，
很少放，
因为，觉得很。。。不好看，
满脸都是洞洞，
我没有美女的天生丽质，
也没有后天的气质优雅，
更没有立体的五官和轮廓，
但至少不会让你喷饭吧？
不好意思献丑，
但是今天放肆一下吧，
放我和猪头的照片，
还蛮好笑的，
他很娘吧？
哈哈，但已经是最好看的两张了，
最好以后还能拍更多好看一点的，
哈~~
笑得开心就好了。。。
我是不是和以前长得不太一样啊？
最好以后能蜕变，
你们成为我的见证人吧！

温室小花

我好像
温室里的花

被照顾得很好，但是不会照顾自己

我很幸福

不愁吃穿

不愁金银

只要好好地做好自己念书就好了

可是我没有

有点点遗憾的酸味泛上心头…

为什么当初不好好做好自己呢？
为什么不好好念书？

被保护得那么好，还有什么值得烦恼的？

这一刻

我决定好好活着，努力饰演自己的角色
开心地面对每一天
我的生命，只剩下几十年而已。。。
要好好把握

happy birthday to m3

虽然，我很喜欢12月，
不过我以后 我不要在12月出生






我希望你们帮我庆祝生日




今年能吗？




给我一个惊喜吧~


我生日都好寂寞。







你们生日都好热闹，我都记得的，









可是我的，你们都忘记，
不公平。

Friends

我好羡慕，
那些失恋的人，
都有朋友陪伴，至少他们过得不会痛苦，
比起一个人去面对，
有朋友陪伴，心灵上会好一点。

我突然想起2006年出事的某一天。

我很怕，
我趴在桌子上，
看着时间一分一秒的过，
而我的朋友，始终没有来补习。
我很怕。。。
真得很怕，
我很心慌，
也很害怕，
我没有带电话，
身边没有人，
我很需要人家陪我聊天，
我很担心，真的很怕，
怕到没有心情做任何东西，
怕到整个人微微发抖，
却还要撑到补习时间结束，
也没有办法联络到表姐快点来接我回家。
就盲目的等，
心也冷了。
也很庆幸，
一向懦弱得我，居然有勇气去承受这种煎熬。
我相信，我是勇敢的。

结果回到家，
他们才说。。。
因为下雨，因为没车，因为一些不能成为理由的理由，
所以他们没有来补习。
然后我。。。

无所谓啦。

反正那些害怕不安的时候已经过去了，
我撑过了，
再也没有比那更可怕的感受吧？

无所谓，反正在你们心里，
我都是渺小的，
很多事情都不加我一份，
很多很多，
所以把我丢在补习班也只不过小事一件，
只是没有想到你们那么团结，
两批不同地方的都可以不来，
而且，
没有人关心我的生死。

当然啦，你们不知道什么事。

不过。。。



我真的很冷。



不想再对你们有任何期望了。




我都没有朋友的。


我当你们是我朋友，结果我只是你们的同班同学。




然后，
我就冷淡的回应你们的热情，
渐渐的，你们也不约我了，
没什么的啦。。。反正以前也是一样。


以前这些事我都不敢说，
因为，我不想说，
过去就过去吧，
说出来只会证明我小气，我记仇，
你们在后面也是这么说的不是吗？

是因为，我把你们看得很重，所以我会在意和计较。

说出来，
我的心里非常非常舒服，
如果你是当时的一分子，
我不在意你看了后会怎样想，
不过，
我希望你们以后不要这样，
对身边的人有交待，
是礼貌，是负责人，
不要人家call死都不敢听然后放飞机，
这种人，
我会丢你下飞机的，要不你试试看。




我承认有时候我也是飞机王，
不过对你们我问心无愧，

很多时候，都有想起你们，
都把你们放在心上，
你们在我心里，
无论犯了什么错，无论多残缺，
都是我的真心好友。


好可惜，我一直没有福分，
没有一班好友。。。

changing~

yeah~finally i've change my blog layout by myself!!!

wahaha~im too clever,

but after changing i thought that was not too suit to my style~

quite ....>.<

and now...

im feel boring ,

stay at home doing nothing starring nothing,

nothing to do ,no movie to watch,

no drama to watch too...

hmmm...i should call my frenz 4 hang out, but who wants?

finally i founded!!!!

yup,second time shops at Qb when my daddy attends his friend's party,

me and mum enjoyed our dinner at the KOPITAN,

is opposite the QB mall,

i love the Indian's food that called Naan izit?

plain Naan,woo~~~~~~~~~~delicious!!!

and finally i found that!!!

thanks god for helping me, thanks my daddy and mummy,

thanks to you all 4 praying wishes i can find it recently!=~

ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the Field Guide!!!!

still remember the lasted post i've been intro to you all

the Field Guide from the movie,"the spiderwick chronicles"!!!

ya~i found it at Border's Bookstore!!

yo~~~so happy loh me~~~T.T

so touch...the price is too expensive tat i'm unable to buy....

but i will try my best to keep money to bring it home,

wuwu~~~~

juz a book costs about RM 89.90 ...

to me tats too expensive coz it juz the production from the movie,

although i love it much!

arh.....

Yang Yang ooi....my birthday still early but

can u present it to me earlier?

haha~juz joking,i also can make a Field Guide!!!

with download the pages from the website...lame>.<

arh...i do interested the creatures,

well, it is naive and infeasible~

i dun care in dun care!!!

i knw tat was the things with believed did not existence in this world

but...

same as i do believe in angel,

i do believe in all of it~

inclding fairies~hehe^^

nice daily

Days ago, i've a date with my yang at Qb Mall,

huh...i was sad that sumthing happen and dun ask me why,

i will tell you later...

then we plan to watch movie as the 10,000 b.c is fully booked,

yang say : 1,oo0 b.c...>. <>

then we choose the spiderwick chronicles as i think tat was a

children movie or presented by disney pixtures(i guess),

maybe full with cartoon i though,

coz i reli din read the sypnosis or watch the trailers before~~

but...

i make a wrong mistake...

tat's not a cartoon, not a children movie,

whats the hell fulled with monster!!!!!

but ...quite cute, because they're chubby cutie smally...

wahaha~~~

i do really admires Jared coz he's too bravely!!!and i adores the field guide

in that movies!is fulled with the information of amazing creatures

likes faeries!!!i loved it!they called sprites in the movie,

hehe~i do called them as fairies,they're very charming and sweet,

such wonderful creature!!!

but so sad tat this movies din show about the faeries story,

the monster is not the important cast in this movie rite?

here's the page of field guide,see hw nice is it ,

this pages is the head of the monster called orge,

if he get this book, he will detroyed this world and killed the creatures in the world by using the teknik and information in Field Guide.

these the pages in field guide i founded on the website,

see!!!!hw charming the fairies is !!!
they're fulled with natural colors and hiding themselves in the forest

or pretending as flowers or insects.

they're lovely!

NO!NOP!NOT AGREE!!

DO NOT STICK MY HAIR ON THE BEDSIDE!!!

miss,i suggested u cut off ur hair more easier,hehe^^..

well,i've to telled that the Freddie as Jared Grace acting with his innate talent on this movie, i enjoyed his acting as natural although he was juz 16!!!

wat was i do when im 16? still study and dreaming~huh~

here's the synopsis...From the beloved best-selling series of books comes "The Spiderwick Chronicles," a fantasy adventure for the child in all of us. Peculiar things start to happen the moment the Grace family (Jared, his twin brother Simon, sister Mallory and their mom) leave New York and move into the secluded old house owned by their great, great uncle Arthur Spiderwick. Unable to explain the strange disappearances and accidents that seem to be happening on a daily basis, the family blames Jared. When he, Simon and Mallory investigate what's really going on, they uncover the fantastic truth of the Spiderwick estate and of the creatures that inhabit it.

ha!!!!i do really love the Field Guide but is hard to found in

as i walked in MPH bookstore, Popular also no got,

y? the movies is on theater...arh~~~~

回来了

呀~我只有在星期日才上网上得过瘾啊！
哈哈~说说近况吧~

星期五，我人生中第三次车祸，在我2008年19岁的时候发生了，
又是我撞人，这次也是贴太靠近去亲别人的屁屁，
这屁值百五块好贵哦！我的车头维修费我看要做三个月工才能换吧？

哟~我下次会更更更更更更小心点。。>.<

（别担心，我人没事，不过荷包很大件事）

这几天都在反省，下一次，我要把什么事都学好，
如果对自己不严格的话，我想我永远都不能成功，
只能在老年时怨恨自己没干过什么的大事，
把人生蹉跎了，
所以呢，最近都在闭门练功，
希望你们可以看到更棒的我！哈哈！！！
这次可不是三分钟热度呢！真的！！

我想应该是真的。。。

因为要练歌，所以我最近听了很多歌哦

有潇潇的 握不住地他，
炎亚伦和刘力扬的 ti a mo
这些都是很不错的歌哦！我可是非常喜欢的呢！
还有也迷上了张韶涵 的 亲爱的，那不是爱情
我越来越喜欢张韶涵的声音了，
很有爆发力，看了她的成长密码，
她说过小时候的她唱歌很难听的，
现在的这副嗓子也是她自己练回来的，厉害吧？
所以我相信，只要努力，就算我少了些天赋，总会让我有成功的一天！！！

就这样激励自己啊！看啊，我是不是很乐观？
没办法，前几天因为一些事情，不甘愿了很久，
不服气也很难过了一阵子，
所以呢！拼命安慰自己！！！

对了，星光二班其实很不错的说，
每个人都有自己的特色，主题曲也不错听，
我最近一直在听歌，
坐车听，睡觉听，走路听，写字听，无时无刻都在听，
我本来已为自己是不会在生活里装入听歌的字眼，
通常只会唱歌，
但是最近一“机不离手”，里面的walkman mp3块被我搞烂了，
生活里不论什么时候都有音乐的随影，实在太幸福了！我爱那感觉~
也努力钻研歌唱技巧，台湾人唱的歌，咬词很好，所以听起来的感觉真得很棒！

周杰伦先生的歌实在是百听不厌！！！
《我不配》，《白色风车》，《心雨》都是一直重复的曲目
哈哈，不过车祸就是因为我在换歌，而当时播着白色风车，
我很多天都不敢听了，回想起来，现在连坐车也怕。。。>.<

俗辣的我。。

前些天，我去看了医生，
没想到第一次量血压，竟然会有这种答案，超级低，
才60多，我怎么还不晕倒？^^lll
怪不得有时候起床都会晕晕的，
这样老了更惨，妈妈比我高一点却时常觉得晕，
我却没什么rasa，大概是年轻吧？
我的身体照常来说，比40多岁的人还弱，
只是因为年轻，所以没有表现得很明显，
医生说，这样，以后生孩子会晕倒也！
阿~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~你们看我，有弱到那种地步吗?
我真的要运动了！

可是，懒惰阿。。原来不只瘦的人才会身体弱，像我这种，
哈哈哈“庞然大物”，也有晕倒的可能。。。
哈哈哈~

好了，终于写完了，
耶！心情舒畅！
对了，the spiderwick chronicles 这部戏真得不错看！
我最疯狂研究特别生物，比如精灵，
当然不包括天使，
天使是我看不见，却非常相信的生物，

正如我相信幸福一样~~^^

irreplaceble

no more things to say,
im lazy 2 telling story about tis,
but....
i do really love you,
and im too hungry now,
i din have lunch today,
im reli reli reli hungry ....
ew.......................................................................................i miss Cheese baked rice~

recently...

i was confuse of my future~

what should i do what should i plan...

wat wat wat i can do now

im reli reli free recently,so who's wanna hang out with me pls give a call^^

and im quite sienz for interview, im looking 4 job,

who can introduce me har?

i reli reli wanna work now,

im feel boring at home with TV and Snacks...haha

oops...i've watch the movie: the spiderwick ~

is nice movie!!!reli reli qi kek,haha

i've shouted on some geli screen especially the monster appears...

they all looks like frog, the ugly 1...

haha~~~~~~~and im confuse that y they not give the big screen or

telling the full story of the fairy,

they're reli reli lovely and charming.....

ah!!!the one casting very cute that i forgot his name,

a rats who loves honey~haha

the boy asking him if the books is founded by monster,

what will happen?

he say: you died ,i died ,we all died ,bye bye~

wahahaha~~~the whole cinema full with laughter~~

haha~reli funny lah tis movie,

go and check it!

and ar...

my yang yang reli nice guy,

acomppanied me whole day whole week,

alamak~~~~love you so sosososososo much!!!!

muacks!

happy aniversary!!