Looking for sumthing special~

yaya~today saturday nite!i love it so much!
me n mummy daddy go to penang~well, we went to new work park,haha~
nice place coz have flea market!and all things special!
i saw a cute big stich!nice nice nice!!but 45++,is cheaper than i find at another shop but...i din bring enough money...u knw lah..im poor ma~is ok...tomorrow i bring u home ha?guai~~~haha~n we found an art things! a guy is using his art idea n create on t-shirt!!u knw?drawing on t-shirt! wat u wan juz told him he will create a special for you~quite nice!!he is best in design!!!shiok lo~i saw the couple t-shirt quite nice!hah~but i din bought it~well...couple ma~im single...buy for who?yaya...soon will not...kaka~n we buy a jeans pencil case,handmade de ,and ask him to write my name n a bear on that, juz add on RM1, so special~im confuse for my name~aha?jesslynna?grace?sinee?too much lah~~
n...mum go to massage,i'll waiting beside n the uncle told me much things about the medicin n herbal~hmm...i plan to more exersice liao~health is important!i wanna b a sport girl~haha~
after that we move to opposite there got a APT academy ~ got beauty, hait, nail, make-up course...so we ask for some information,is big company u knw?the 33 academy shop is open nw!when i look that catelog...i think i sure take mr than 3 part time job to support my course fees!!!so expensive neh!!but for me is worth lol...i knw soon the bandar perda got new shop lo...so next year about march i will take course at there!!!so happy neh!!!i no need to work with my dad liao!!!haha~shiok! i want be beauty!!!i love make up so much!!!n...i saw many "animals" inside >.< ..haha~they all model with crazy look...i saw spider~haha~nice....black one but no cool~haha!
nw im home but soon i will go to auto city!!meet my leng lui sister at there, shes back from KL,1th wedding universary ~haha~so sweet of them~hmm...i told already~im loving saturday night so im not early back home! im going nw~tata!miss u all~


n~~~~my laopo~~~~~haha,i received ur letter liao!thanks ya!so warm!!!

::friends::

有时候我觉得朋友，
倒不如找个恋人好点。。。

像我这种害怕寂寞的人，

需要一个24小时为我standby,

哭泣难过要人安慰的时候，

还有做我心情垃圾桶的，应该是恋人比较称职。

朋友哦。。。
有的朋友不说话净看着你，

等一下你的八卦全部被她挖出来了，
原来她了解你观察你比你自己观察自己来得深...

有的朋友，你苦口婆心的劝告，

你腾出所有时间陪她，
你在她的日记里写满鼓励的话，

她不会记得你，

他还有更重要的事情要记得，

她还有更好的朋友需要她安慰~

我只希望，
你的空的时候回头看看我，
我也很寂寞，
我也要人陪，
我需要友情来安慰。。。

幸好我学会独立了，
不然我又会为你们哭泣，


因为我真的很在意朋友，

看这篇文章的你是知道的。。。对吗？

为什么人类总是吝啬给与温暖？


我不奢求你们的回报，因为我知道给你们的恩惠，记得的人只有我而已。。。

Morning everybody..im going to church later n dunno why wanna write sumthing in here...last night was sweet dream...better than b4...ya..thanks baichi say that dun think both of them...juz think urself...wat u want n wat u wanna do...jst go ahead...it makes me feel better,yala! why i think too much?make my heart hurt n sad! why dont i throw away the rubbish things n enjoy my single life?yaya...
guys make me hard to trust them all...huh....after mass so i will go to Penang!!!hehe~i love it! long time din shopping~so we c later lah~huh....my stomach pain again...hmm...miss u all.~~

my babe~

我的老鼠。。。四只老鼠，
全部离开了我。。。


当我看着鼠妈妈生孩子，
然后六只小瓜诞生，
三只成功活下来，

从花生仔慢慢睁开眼睛，

会跑会跳会咬我的手。。。

会抢东西吃...

然后到现在。。。长大了

我们都偏疼老二，因为它最乖，

而老大很坏，每次抢东西吃，
老三最黑，也最特别，没有别的老鼠像他那么黑

然后老大离家出走了~~~~~

接着老三也离家出走。。。

后来剩下老二和妈妈。。。。


老二越来越瘦，都怪我没有好好看管，
应该分开他们的，
至少我要多陪他们玩。。。


结果。。。老二给妈妈吃掉了。。。



然后。。。



我就很气鼠妈妈~


不理他，



不换草。。。




鼠妈妈也走了。。。。





我怎么那么残忍！！！
那是一条命啊！！！怎么可以因为自己的私人感情害死了一只小生命！！！！！




以前养在家， 每次离家出走都被我抓回来。。。



经历了我搬家，打工的生活，

终于还是离开了我，


没关系。。。你们是我养过那么久以来最长命的老鼠了。。。


没有任何一直可以活过三个月，你们活了8个月，不错了。。。




我很想念你们。。。



在鼠妈妈走后的那晚，我哭了~

很难过的库，很自责。。。


对不起。。。。

im sad nw...very sad n hurt nw...

::Boring Saturday::

hi evevrybody~im quite sick today,whole day stomach pain n after work juz cancel my plan to penang n stay at home for rest~arh~~~~so boring n so pain!my weekend!!!!is gone already~do nothing n be like pig sleep whole day~my yang yang quite busy n cannot disturb him at all....huh~i miss him so much~~~when we hang out?i want to watch movie lah~~~~~cannot stay at home n wanna lepak-lepak~

Dint snap photo recently cause my ugly face~wuwu T.T ugly face with all pimpers~~~wuwuw~~nobody wan me liao~last night i go to cut my hair~haha~juz like kindergarten child~ a bit baka~ like a dai~haha~seems likes wake up early faces~wahaha~~~~~tomorrow go to church ho sek liao~ Ah Bee sure will laugh it~haha~watever~i like it!!!!!!!

i want go to auto city mum mum~but is rainy here~haiz..lazy hang out~

now

钢琴的主人终于露相啦~
哈哈~真是的。。。对啦！就是我啦！
乱乱跑的我，刚才很奇怪，
我的msn朋友只剩一个在线上而已~
奇迹也！怎么可能！！！应该还有几个吧？
真的只剩一个。。。
这是我msn以来遇上最奇怪的画面，
从来都不会有这种状况的。。。吓死人~


Hmmm…刚才驾车兜兜风，心情好很多~

About Jyang

Jesslynna Kang

:::believes in Legend and love the story:::

:::a crazy MCD super fans:::

:::18 this year:::

:::loves to hang outz:::

:::piano is the best listener for her:::

::Emotional:::

:::talkative and can’t stop singing in hours ^_^Y:::

:::a cry baby:::

:::good in making herself happy:::

:::Jelly and Chocolate and Milk:::

:::MCD + Sushi + Kimchi :::

:::Smile like angel Grin like devil:::

:::brings sunshines and rainbows:::

:::loves travelling:::

:::Korea + Japan +Rome:::

:::loves white n black color:::

:::good entertainer when she's in the mood:::

:::good in making new friends:::

:::forget things easily:::

:::snap photos:::

:::Design & Art :::

:::she hates double faces And Egoistic:::

:::bad in memorizing formulas:::

:::forgive ppl easily:::

:::stubborn in love romance:::

:::Easily Hurt But Easily Consoled:::

:::Amiable:::

:::influenced:::

:::Hates Restrictions:::

today's

buim quite busy nw coz have much things to do in office, but im happy cause i create a love test on my blog!o if u interested go to take a test n c hw much u knw about me!!!wahaha~~is fun! and finally ...i know how to put songs on my blog, i done it!!!and without ppl teach me!!haha~is it nice?i luv it so much...and a~~i really miss my friend n i wanna hang out with them..i stay in office 8 hour to face to computer, i cnt believed that im work about 11 months ago!!!i havent be crazy, that's a good news .I thought i cnt work as long as well because i hater strictions!!! i wan to learn things and social,i dun wan stay in a small office and always do this do there, fortunalety i can on9,if not~sure i'll b crazy cause i need freedom!!!!...I try to work hard but i cant...ya..i hate work n i hate business...im a talkative gal so if a job is always talk talk talk juz introduce me lah~haha~i really love to talk n sing~to make everyone happy~huhu....is ok lah...soon i will resign liao...maybe start form next year my dad will allowed me to study!!u knw? for me, i absolutely love school life! got friends got activity got everything fun of cause got bother things lah, but i want to learn from wrong ,thats the way to improve myself!!!oh...and i meet my senior Jenny on friendster! she's nice! i'm pround of her.now she's studying at australia~miss her so much, a sof t n pretty sis!haha~im lucky today!

oops...i gotta work~much things to do n nw still cakap banyak with Jenny,haha!^^

feel bad

that kepochi makes me hard to sleep~
i dun knw wat sum ppl juz like nothing to do n wanna makes sumthing boring~
haiz...juz a pic, is it so important?huh?
stupid~thats my personal ,no need u to introduce my things to another ok?
huh~im the person who care about other ppl, i dun knw y,i juz care about ppl, what they think of me~and nw...i not supposed like that!!!is me!!i am i!!! no need to care about ppl what they think what they talk! i juz be myself, that's better~y i need to care about that? they din care bout me~
but now still feel angry~why so kepo?if he knows the lastly he will knw~no need u help me "xuan chuan "ok?
makes me sad n dunno y...i treat u as my friend~~the best friends can share secret each other....u make me disappointed~n now..i cant sleep well at night, wake up cry till the morning~ya~let me got change to c the sun rises...
and boy....i hate waiting, dun make me wait too long ,or not maybe i'll same like b4...juz leaving u without any reason....im the chosen one ,but is i the only one?
i'll not going to seeing u if i cnt be ur only one~that's about trust n heart~

教训

我想星期天是我们吵架最凶的时候，
在家，在车，在广场，
我都一直哭，
我很气你，说话干吗那么孩子气？
“今天我不爽定了！”
你以为只有你不爽啊？我够是生气了！
真是的，
吵吵哭哭，没有闹闹，
我真得很生气，气你一直说分手，
气你没有努力挽留我们的爱，
气你没有风度，把一个女生孤零零的丢在家里，
牵着的手，冰冷的没有温度，
像已降温的爱。。。

我生气了，
真的很生气，
一向来都是我让你，一向来都是我低头，
一向来都是我道歉，都是我哄回你，
但是现在你却紧紧握住我的尊严，
在我面前把它弄碎，
让我软弱的在你面前落泪，
不理别人眼光，你说：我们分手吧。。
我躲在墙角，犹豫的玩着手中的戒指，
我有种想要把它从三楼丢下去的冲动，
靠你的！惹火我！
为什么你那么自私？难道你不知道我也很难过吗！！！
气死人了，眼泪不争气的掉下~
我该答应你吗？
不要冲动，我劝自己，
反复想着要怎样，
如果真的分开，我能狠心地忘记你吗？
我会后悔吗？
我会放弃吗？
我该怎样？
挽回你？不！我不要做缩头乌龟！
我要我的尊严！我要女生的矜持，
你打断了我的思绪，说：分手啦！和你在一起衰到死！一点都不开心！

娘的！我哪里得罪你！你需要说这种死人话吗！

心里的怒火莫名的被煽动，
我用力的推开你：走啦走啦！丢我一个人在这里啦！我死也不管你事！

然后就生气的跑进厕所里，找个洞给我缵吧！我不想活了！

不理你在后面叫我：欣怡！
我决定要抛弃你！！！！！

关在厕所哭了，难过得哭了，抱着墙哭了，
咦！都不知道墙壁是不是干净的，随便，管它的，
我心情很难过。。。很痛。。。
我难过，为什么我不是狠心的人？
为什么我不能狠心的生气你，忘记你，讨厌你！！

这样至少我会恨不会难过心痛

哭了五分钟多，心情竟然平复了，
唉~这样的我怎么能做大事，太心软了。。。
此刻的我竟然希望你不要在外面等我，
丢下我啦！反正你可以的不是吗？
几怕打扫的安娣叫我出来~~~~~~~
难道要回答我在大便吗？

哭过的脸实在红的明显，
振作吧！男人都是危险的动物！
不要靠男人了！
为什么我们总是吵架呢？

走出来，你竟然还在等！
看什么？死人脸~
猫样的，我走了几步，被你抓住了手说：以后不要再发脾气了。
我看了你，点点头，无力地答应。

“不要耍脾气了，你早上到现在都没有吃东西，刚才又哭了那么久，我请你吃吧~”